Well, this be a peice that just randomly came out during a poetry club meeting today. It is strange and werid and I'm not sure where it came from. But, have at.

 

His malicious laughter sticks to my heart. His vivcious eyes stick to my dreams, day or night. HIs words color my life. HIs pain has taken mine. HIs mother killed mine and yet...here I am. Dying for him, crying for him, always, constantly, willingly, soaringly wanting him. Wanting, waiting, hoping, praying, dying. Dying.

 

Again, not really sure where that came from.

((This is another song. Its actually the companion to the last song.))

 

Into the light

I am scared

And you can help me

there

 

Why in the light

Do we hurt more

Why is it here

Pain to the core

 

And into the light

I am scared

And we will need help

there

 

You can see it

Around

We're all searching

For our own ground

 

And into the light

I am scared

And we need somebody

there

 

You see

What I'm trying to hide

Is in the light we need

Somebody by our side

 

And into the light

We feel the pain

But if we try together

We can stand in the rain

 

And into the light

I'm so scared

But we can meet each other

there

((tis a song again))

Into the dark

I am consumed

And you will join me

soon

This is what happens

When we're alone

This is what occurs

When we make mistakes all alone

And into the dark

I am consumed

And you'll come join me

soon

You can find it

Everywhere

The mistakes made

When we care

And into the dark

I am consumed

And you shall join me

soon

You see first hand

What I mean

You've experienced

What I've seen

And into the dark

I am taken

Now you have joined me

Because we've mistaken

Into the dark

I am consumed

Everyone will join us

soon

However much we cry and feel

We will still be unreal

Now think to yourself about happiness

And remember how we kiss

Now sleep, love, and be at peace

I am here, to be your piece

Of solid love ground

I will always be around

Remember, love, how unreal

What we think, is what we heal

Remember your better days

So the bad pass in haze

Remember, you are beautiful

As we kiss, lustful.

Love, and reality

We are we

If I died a thousand times for you

Would you die even once for me?

 

Look, I don't know what to do

Or even where I should be

 

I want you only

But you seem to be gone

 

How is it I'm so lonely

Why do you say your done?

 

Let me ask in different terms.

Did you ever once even like me?

 

God, how your silence burns

I wish that I coudln't see

 

If it's what you need

I shall disappear

 

Just say it and I shall heed

And I'll no longer be here

 

Don't touch my hand

I still melt when you do

 

It may be hard to understand

But...I still love you.

 

How your face tells all.

Every whisper and every memory,

 

They are beginning to dull

As light in the deep sea

 

Now I suppose an answer s due

I know that, you can see...

 

 

 

 

 

But, If I died a thousand times for you

Would you die even once for me?