I'm tired of always being wrong
I'm tired of always being strong
I'm sick of always being stupid
I'm sick of always being cupid
For once I'd like to be happy
For once I'd like to be sappy
Instead I'm crying everyday
Instead I'm dying away
I'm tired of always dying inside
I'm tired of being pushed aside
There's nothing I can be
There's nothing but me

Could you save me from this insanity? Could you keep me from losing my humanity? Keep me from this Lonliness? Save me from my emptiness? Can you convince me it will be alright? Can you destroy my dreams in the night? In this never ending pain, can you shine through? In this empty life, can you pull me through? As world's pierce my walls, what will you do? As pain shatters my heart, what can you do? Laughing, laughing fills my head. What would you do if I am dead? Could you keep me from insanity? Could you save me from humanity?

I don't understand anymore

The pain emanates from my core

I don't get it

I don't want it

How often do I have to cry

While you smile in my mind's eye

Isn't it enough to part

With my broken heart?

I can't stand it anymore

The pain rooted deep in my core

Even sleep has failed me

Dreams won't let me be

Even there you taunt

Even there you haunt

I won't take it anymore

The pain radiates from my core

So just leave me here

I hate my lonely tear

Understand that I've lied

Because, now, I've died

One time, I cried

One time, I tried

One minute, I sighed

One second, I died

All it takes

Is what it makes

One second long

And I am gone

One morning, I woke

One day, I spoke

One evening, I joked

One night, I choked

It doesn't matter

If quiet or chatter

Doesn't matter the day

We'll still steal away

One second, I tried

One moment, I sighed

One point, I cried

This time, I died

Well, as the title suggests, I wrote this one while we were in the car, on the way home. And no, I wasn't the one driving.

The blue soaked hills

And the clouds to accent

Can you see it?

Can you smell it?

The ice-capped mountains

And the rocky pass

Can you feel it?

Can you hear it?

The wind-swept grass

Upon the meadow ground

The creaking cracking trees

And thier hanging branch

Can you see it?

Can you feel it?

Can you hear it?

Can you smell it?

The blue soaked hills

And the white-capped mountains

Sweep away

Drift away

From my reality.